The mask

The yogurt mask was wonderful! I might try doing it everyday or at least every other day. My pores looked better and my skin was sooo soft! Too bad I can't take a bath in it!
Three years ago we were in Hong Kong, meeting Zech for the first time. I can't believe its only been three years, he seems like he's been here forever. I guess he has, in my heart! I know I've said it before, but I have to say it again...I truly can't express how much I love him! You know those days when you just feel like staying in the bed, life seems so depressing, you need that hug from somebody that loves you unconditionally. You know, those hugs that make you feel like your soul is actually being hugged too. Well Zech gives those hugs...each and every hug from him is like that. The way he looks at me with those eyes...I think he actually can see my soul too, looking at me with such admiration.
On my birthday he sat in my lap while everyone sang happy birthday, he held my face in his little hands and sang to me and was so proud to be sitting in my lap! It is my prayer and wish that everyone should be able to experience that feeling...at least once in their life!
To soulful hugs!!!

I miss my pool!!

First, I did complete everything on my list the other day. I got most done that day, but one or two carried to the next day. So, I MISS MY POOL! Oh, its days like today that I wonder...'what the heck did I do'! I use to LOVE playing in the pool ALL day with Zech!! We were outside today, 90*, and I did not have a clue what we could do on our little part of Plymouth! We played ball for a while, that got boring. I picked dead flowers off my plants...exciting. Then, we came in and took a nap. What the heck!!! I guess I'll bring a little plastic pool for Zech, but what about me?! Ugh! I know God wants me here, but I hate it when my feelings and wants sometimes don't line up with his. Well, I guess they do for the most part, I just wish they would ALL the time!!
Well, about me...SOoooo sick of being in limbo, that is with my fitness! I actually did a sabotage correction the other day, I believe it helped. I felt great anyways. I truly believe to be successful with a healthy lifestyle, you have to be around like minded people. I am on my way, but its so easy to drink Coke and eat junk food, so hard to do the healthy choice!
Has anyone ever heard of Aloette skin care? I'm really loving it so far. I still like doing the things for your skin that you get out of the cupboard though, actually, I think I'll go do a yogurt face mask now. I'll let you know how it goes.

To do..to do...

Oh, the things I have "to do". Does anyone really follow and do what is on their "to do" list? I write things down, and still do whatever I feel like doing. I might be more productive if I actually did the things on my list. When should I start? What do I do first? I think if I wait long enough, maybe they'll just fall off my list (or someone will do them for me..lol). Zech was suppose to be in a musical last night, but it was cancelled due to weather, next week. (see that fell off my list yesterday :)).
Ok, seriously, maybe I need to make my list here and everyone can hold me accountable. Here's my list today, let's keep it simple, small steps:
1. Go to bank
2. Go to grocery store
3. Vacuum
4. Change sheets on beds
5. Put clean clothes up
6. Cook Dinner
7. See a client at 5pm - 7pm

Stop!!!That's enough for one day. Whew! Better get started.

It's my goal:

It's my goal to be consistant in posting; hopefully sometime soon! So, what has been going on since March? Megan, Macey, and myself have all had birthdays...yep....another year older. I'm good with that though, better than the alternative. I'm choosing to live and love to the fullest, trying to do that each and every day! Life is good! Zech has come so far in the last few months..unbelievable the difference. He strong area is math, but he's progressing well in spelling and reading. Speech is getting better everyday too.
Work is picking up, still trying to get settled with everything. It's slow going, but going. Macey got accepted into Law school...yay! Megan is still helping me out..like crazy!!
Zech is in a musical tonight...lets see if he remembers the words...will let you know. :)!!

They're here!

Yay! Macey and Brad are here! Theya arrived yesterday around 12:30. I can't believe I was so emotional, could have cried all day! So good to see my baby girl and my son-in-law!! It was a perfect time after a very stressful last week. We ate a Five Guys Burgers, and omg, they have wonderful burgers!! Last week I got a new purse, a MICHE purse. They're the ones that have different shells. A few shells are released every month, and some are retired. I also got Macey one for her birthday coming up, which I had to give her as soon as she got here. Her "shell" is called MACIE, and it was issued in March, her birth month. She really liked it!
Zech is doing great in school. We have to work on his "grouchy" voice. He tends to say 'no' quite a bit, and it's a forceful 'no'! I really never thought much about it, it did aggrevate me when he did it, but it was not very often with us, anyways, I've started to calmly tell him to stop doing that. All in all, life is great! Work is starting to pick up some, which is good.

Zech's Birthday and School

Friday was Zech's birthday. We went to Chuck E Cheese's. He had so much fun!! There were 9 kids there, plus adults. We were there about 3 1/2 hrs. Zech was SO excited! He just wanted to play, no interest in presents or eating. Once we got home he loved all the gifts he received. Saturday and Sunday we worked around the house, which is seeming like a never ending project, but it is coming along. Yesterday, Zech had his first day of school. He really liked it. The teachers seemed to enjoy him too. Today he doesn't go to school, but back at it tomorrow. I really have to work on him not taking a nap during the day, they don't at school, so he has to get use to going to bed early and no nap. Mom and Nori are coming up tomorrow...yay!! Macey and Brad will be here on the 8th, it will be so good to see everyone. Can't wait!

Seven Years ago.....(25TH)

Seven years ago, an amazing woman gave birth to a beautiful baby boy!! He had the most beautiful eyes, a heart melting smile, and filled with so much love. This little boy also had many, many medical problems. Knowing that medically speaking, he would be better off in another country, she made the most heartbreaking decision for herself...she gave her son up for adoption.
She did not know at the time he would go to a family that would love him so much their hearts melt just looking at him. She didn't know he would bless a new mom in a way that she never imagined possible. She didn't know she would give two sisters a little brother to love and spoil. She didn't know a father would now beam with pride over his son.
MS. W....If you read this...THANK YOU!THANK YOU!